there's simply no point in doing anything i want to do now. Somehow i seem to find no meaning in my life. Everything's in a mess and i really don't know what to do next. And the worst thing is, i am unsure of what i want or need. something's seriously missing. And everyone around me is getting more and more unfamiliar. It feels like i have never really known them. haha maybe right from the start, i do not even belong to this world. Everything just seems to be weird lar basically. I can't seem to fit in and i don't know how to. Argh. I simply dunno how to live on. Or maybe i am just worrying too much. wadever, u probably dunno how i am feeling now.